Monday, October 27, 2008
Frustration
I'm the oldest of 6, I have all the answers. I really like being right all the time. I like knowing the best of - you want a good dry cleaners, or place to buy vases, I can list a few. Or at least I used to. Moving here has been a real kick in the bum. I feel like I've lost that bit of myself; and that bit liked being useful and helpful. This need to be in the know really is based in trying to help others, and lately I feel like I don't know jack. I guess that's life. But it's funny how not knowing these answers flows into not being as confident in other areas. I hesitate more often. And although Spencer and I have been put to work in our local church and community it surprises me how often I feel like I don't know what's going on, I don't know who people are talking about, or where they're meeting. And worst of all I don't know what is expected of me. Maybe I'll figure it all out tomorrow.
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5 comments:
Do you actually think that you've always been connected to reality? Hmmm...I never got that vibe from you. HAHA JK
When I moved 10 miles from Provo to Cedar Hills, it still took me a good 6-8 months to get things straight. I give you double that to be back in the know!
I feel you sister. Every time I move I feel that way for a good year or two. I'm sure your move is much bigger than any of my moves though, and so mostly all I can say is I'm sorry, and I hope it gets better. And I do know a little of how you feel, although not totally I'm sure.
So...I might be coming to LA the week before Thanksgiving. Will you be around?
i totally know what you mean ;)
Andrea! I am a total know it all! You can come to me for all your questions about the area...it took me awhile, but I've been here for like 5 years and I have two kids...what do you need to know...I'm there for ya babe!! Plus, we should hang out sometime after the election, don't you think?
Emily, yes! Please come, or I'll meet you wherever you are :)
Rachel, we're going to your dentist tomorrow, you've helped so much. And I'd love to hang out, I'll be so glad on Nov. 5th :)
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